Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

HAD GREAT FUN TODAY WID ANGIE SOKWAH SHIRLEY JODIE ERIC SIYING MELISSA AND MYSELF! SUPER DUPER FUN! esp when there is shirley. =D im too lazy to type wad happened but it was jus pure fun!

let's tok abt it rite after im done wid everything. =)) thanks
under da influence of farah and jialong, im starting to like table tennis. =D though tiring but fun! meantime i can sweat out my FATS. xp as a beginner, i would saying its DEAD TIRING FOR ME! my legs r aching, lucky not my hands. its more tiring to to get da ball after missin it rather den playing da game. those who played should noe wad i mean. another hobby on my list. no need to spend $$ yet i can play! weeeetz~

i dying to cut my hair! its reali hard to maintain my hair! errghhh! btw when i say short hair, i meant tis:
1. Mollie Sue of ANTM cycle 6

2. i like tis most and i dunno her name but she is from ANTM cycle 7 i guess.

3. tis is a random pick from da net which sumhow resembles da 1st pic.


AND SIYING I FOUND A HAIRSTYLE WHICH U WAN MOST! =))))))

Jade Roda from ANTM cycle 6
i skipped skool BUT I STUDIED! i did my maths, physics and chem. =))

quite saddening to hear tat MRS LEE said tat i have slacken for my physics. sian half. im pulling up my socks already!

TZE CHOONG, IM STARTIN LOVE DA SONG "SUPERWOMAN" EVEN MORE! =))

being alone and having da freedom is all i ask for. am i asking too much ? am i being selfish ? yet i needed sumone to be there for me and tats reali too much. i need sumone to care and be there for me. i need a listening ear, but i have not found any tat i can rely on. yes, i have family but they aint on da same track as me. yes, i have frens but they would say im too sensitive. maybe i have a few who can listen but they cant give me any advices! yes, i have others, but they are my problems tat i need them to be solved !

life is sweet, yes i agree but how sweet can it be ? there is so much things i want to do but its hard for one to understand. it could be hurtful and i might lose it. when i give my piece of mind, i would lose it. and if i hold it, it wun progress. i dun wish to hurt or lose tat sth or sumone. but it jus happens always.

i have no idea wads up on my mind. but i do hope if sumone wishes to speak up, pls do before its too late. once missed its foreva.

i have to admit im a dreamer. but im scared if da dream comes true. wad have happened in da past have left a great impact. and im losing every confidence so i hope one could understand when tat one day comes. IM TIRED. VERY VERY TIRED. i reali reali reali need a LOOOOOONNNGG break and i reali hope one can understand. im a ironic person
my apologies to make a mistake. i was wrong in saying tat da malay committee is larger den da chinese. im sorry but da other reasons r my point of view so taggers i have nth to reply u all. u have ur point, i have mine. =)) and ya, peiwen, i think i jus have to admire tattoos on other people rather den having one. haa. cos i've been told tat when i grow old it would be ugly. so i guess its a nono for me now. =D

anyway i got back all my papers except for SS. MS LEE is foreva late in givin us our works. well, my results are either borderline pass or borderline fail. to be exact, i've to wait for my report book. had a tok session wid MS KOH abt our amaths. some of us didnt pass our papers and she suggested to try during our intensive week. if things still aint working well, den we jus got to skip tat paper. if not another alternative is to try paper 1 and see how it would be like. BUT NO MATTER WAD, IM STILL GOIN TO TRY FOR MY INTENSIVE WEEK!
SORRY TO OFFEND ANY OF MY MALAY FRENS BUT I JUS FEEL UNSATISFIED WID DA IODL RESULTS!

firstly, hady dun have da xfactor. yes, he has good vocals but den i dun find his voice nice. john stands out more den hady do! secondly, sorry to be racist here, but we have a bigger malay committee den da chinese so definitely hady will win. i feel tis unfair! thirdly, i complain soo much but i neva vote. so in da end i jus have to shut my stupid mouth.

BUT ITS JUS UNFAIR!
i wan to SCREAM OUT LOUD NOW! im freaking irritated! i jus hate PMS.
ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

tats all i wan to blog for today. bye.
YAY! my paper sucks big time! =((

u dun seem to mean wad u say.
trust and easy word but hard to use.
one after another, wad more can u prove?
touchy words and affection, so wad ?
it proves nothing.
i'll wait and see.
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?

WARNING for ANDY HENG WEI SONG:
STOP PLAYING A FOOL CAN OR NOT ? its very irritatin! and u wan to be an alien naming anonymars is it? YOU R GETTING ON MY NERVES!

i jus passed my eng pp2. sucks. awaiting for my paper 1 and other papers. should be getting all of them back by tmw. haleluya!

call me crazy or wad, now i have a big thing to have a tattoo and belly piercing. howeva dad will kill me if i do so. =(( a few little pics of tattoos tat caught my liking. almost all r butterfly figures



i love tis most. but its more for guys.
a little more updates to my blog. checked thru my emails and i've got tis inetresting one to share. in tis email, a group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" .

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think :
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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands
got arthritis too. That's love."

Rebecca- age 8
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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

Billy - age 4
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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

Terri - age 4 (A great simple answer!)
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"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
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"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"

Nikka - age 6 (isnt it amazing that a six years old is more mature than a lot of adults? We need a few million more Nikka's on this planet.)
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"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

Tommy - age 6 (I LOVE TIS LOADS)
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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."

Chris - age 7 (Give him more allowance!)
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"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

Mary Ann - age 4 (A great example!)
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"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

Karen - age 7 (what an image)
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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

Mark - age 6 (No comments.)
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(there were too many to post so i've onli posted those tat i like.)

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child and da winner was a four-year-old child whose next-door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry".

shouldnt adults in da world be ashamed of themselves ? a question tat everyone should have in their minds everyday. oo ya, here a litte LINK to a mind reading game. have it a try!

a message for COWARDS who wishes to insult me or wadsoeva,
stop hiding in ur tortise shell and get da coward face out of it. wish to say anything abt me, do it OPENLY and not leaving alien names. ur father mother give u names to be cowards is it? heck it man. wan to insult do it big and not hide like osama bin laden. (btw osama had better achivements than u do.)

i feel sinful all becos i have to scold these cowards!
why change of blog ? reason being tat im tired of da old link. haha! also becos previous blog has too many posts which leads to slow loading.

so now a new blog. wun be much of updates yet becos im preparing for war! buahaha!