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Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
i got the every urge to hit the dancefloooooooooooooor once again ):
im done with filming for my assignment but im having a bad aftermath ):

i sprained the back of my hip and it's ultra painful. i cant bend forward, neither can i bend side to side. im having trouble drying up myself after bath and picking up things from the floor when i drop them!

visited the physician in the evening. though he had helped me to "unlock" those sprain, im feeling more pain due to the massaging he had done for me. ): this is sucks man.. im like an old lady la...

friends are enjoying themselves so much while i have to stay home. good for them la..

boyfriend on the other hand has to stay in camp for like 2 weeks i think as he has big job in hand to manage. at least he made time for me yesterday noon till night to come over my hse to meet me (:

monday onwards im gonna be busy with school already. so till here, i'll see you all soon. you all enjoy your life..

FML.
yet again im the one being shot at. so seriously, why the fuck bring me onto the world? fuck this life man, get me out of this fucking house. fuck fucking fucker.
2 of my middle fingers go to the sickening FYP!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i damn damn damn damn siannnnnnnnnnn with FYP. all cock ups just comes altogether and screws everything together. and it makes it worst when you supervisor is some old unwise man who keeps nagging and nagging and nagging and demoralised the team even more. TWO MIDDLE FINGERS TO HIM TOO!

anyways i need opinions from you all. please advice me.
click here, to help me choose 2 SKIRTS, 2 SHIRTS AND 2 DRESSES by clicking "LIKE".
thanks!
i super love this collection!
HERE credits to ascentee.lj

and i've watched transformers 2 with darling today! AWESOME SHIT! if only someday somehow im able to model as good as they do it for optimus prime. or best, im able to produce such movie in future. HAHA!

lastly, thank you love.

but then again i hate the 2 weeks very much today
imissyoualready ):
be determined, don't let others rule you.

im gonna learn real hard to be myself.
im gonna learn real hard to resist temptations.
im gonna learn real hard to save up.
im gonna learn real hard to exercise.
im gonna learn real hard to not be lazy.

im gonna learn life real hard.

fucked up world la.
very often it's our conscious that tell us it's the wrong thing to do. very often conscious is the angel side of us. but very often becos of this conscious thing we kinda missed out the excitement in life. very often we do not dare to bring the devil out of ourselves as the outcome is gonna be real bad. but aint that the excitement in life?

i don't know if any of you get me, but that's what im talking about.

it's becos of the society, our conscious and our dignity that we are not venturing out to explore both the good and THE BAD of the world.

i feel so protected with the care and love of my family. i don't know if i can accept the harsh society and clear my conscious to fight back. in this society now, in order to be nice, you have to be cruel

but my conscious doesn't do me any good in being cruel.
now you feel me?