Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

worked for today and yesterday at fareast outlet. i feel this outlet is much better than the ones at vivo and suntec. anyhow, the best time at shin was around this time of last year. i miss all those parttimers who have left! ):

back to point, yesterday was my first day at that outlet. yesterday made a mistake by giving the wrong bill to the wrong table. still not so bad. BUT today is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. very baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
1. wrong order
2. kitchen jammed!
3. customer pissed with me

i call this bad. at vivo, i seldom serve and seldom get to make such mistake. as for yesterday and today, it was an eye opener for me. it's kinda scary to work on floor BUT its the challenging that keeps me going. (: and im glad i have this working buddy of mine, sherine, to guide me thru both of these days. and little credits to jimson too. thanks.

anyways, i guess im feeling better after being able to talk to you more without feeling dumb but then, i still feel stupid. ah duck, wadeva.

in life, sometimes you wish you wouldn't know so much but just naturally you'll be informed with more and more informations. things which you shouldn't know you get to know them. things you should know yet you don't know. that's the sucky part of life that i hate alot.

you know, sometimes, JUST SOMETIMES, i really wish to turn back time and change some things that i have done.

looking back at things, i feel like a ducking dumbass who did ducking dumb things and ducking regret now. seriously feel very very very stupid with what i had done that very day. whenever i face you, i just see a dumb in me. that thought just come naturally. just POP and it starts running through my mind of what had happened. whenever the sight of you appear i just feel like giving you a damn good slap but i cant do it. whenever i know im going to see you, i tell myself to ignore you but the next moment i find myself talking and joking with you. it's like WHAT THE HELL LA! when i see you and you see me, it just tells me that it seems like you're laughing happily at me at the back of your mind. JUST MAKE ME LIKE A IDIOT KNOW!

i just don't know what to do.
i know im lagging behind by saying this, BUT im catching up with SMALLVILLE series. (with courtesy to my oooh-so-favourite skool library) just season 1 though, have yet to borrow all the other seasons.

now that im hooked up with the show, i've forgotten my JAVA revision for test on coming friday. wonderful isnt it? taha!

seriously, im wondering why do they still need dumbfreak students like me, to study all such sucky computer stuffs whereby we have all the other computer geeks out there? its really sickening to catch up a pase which seems to be like forever to do it kind of thingy. its exactly the same like an old not being able to be young again. sounds exaggerate BUT ITS THE FACT HERE!

anyways sideways for my rants. hunks and babe from smallville right up!

REPLIES TO TAGGERS!

WEIPING: so are you trying to say you're a genius or are you trying to say you're a dumb person?

ENQI: hi there lady! (:

MELISSA*: YES! decided to stay at shin. cos bu she de to leave. hehehe. and i can get both la but not at the same time. i'll go broke if i do so.

STEPHINE: dumbarse 2! linked!

SY: bet you wun miss me as much as before now. someone has already taken over my place. SAD! i lose to a guy. HAHA!

DRUSILLA: YES YOU'RE MISSED BY SOMEONE! not jialong BUT ME!

MINGJUN: walao. no psp face den cannot take meh!

CLUELESS: YES WE'VE MET UP! and i had great fun! esp teasing sy and u. hehehe!

just got home from post bday dinner treat for daddy @ sun with moon @ wheelock. try out that restuarant if you love japanese food. go during lunch for better set meals offer. it will be located at the level above apple shop. anyway before that, went a short shopping with mother and she bought me a nice dolly dress which i kind of like it! one CNY clothing up in cupboard! (:

as for yesterday was TP exploring with farah and siying. went there to acc farah to apply DAE. WISH HER BEST OF LUCK TO GET THE COURSE! sy brought me around the school to explore too. kind of feeling a little regretful why i didn't went for JPSAE for their visual com. what's past is past anyways. afterwhich headed down to town for food and shopping! bought a halter cheongsam top @ youthpark's flea market. its goin at 10 bucks. thinking back, kind of don't like the shirt anymore. haha! but its alrite la.

okie back to point, later of the day, met plyn pw dru and jl, went fareast while farah left. i bought another bucket bag from there. walked around the whole mall but i cant find geeks spects ): so difficult to find or prob i just dunno where to find them exactly. was in high hopes to find CNY clothing but see here see there, look here look there, i find nothing. went home rather empty handed, excluding my top and bag. in the nite we had KFC for dinner then headed to grapevine where kaixin, chow, stan, colin, weiping and sanyo were there too. had great chit chats!

TSY! no more lonely valentines day already! hahahahhahahah!
and EKX, kind of weird saying this, but jus wanna tell you this. get over with it. no point holding on. be strong like you said! cheer up (:

and and, GROUPIE MUST MEET OUT REAL SOON! I MISS YOU ALL!
ps, sorry that i've turned down quite alot of dinner meetings too. tight up with school exams.

read SOME of my emails and here i am to share.

1. "What a world we live in.........

A few weeks ago in a movie theatre in Melbourne a person sat on
something that was poking out of one of the seats.

When she got up to see what it was she found a needle sticking out Of
the seat with a note attached saying a quote; You have just been
infected by HIV quote.

The Disease control Centre in Melbourne reports many similar incidents
have occurred in many other Australian cities recently.
All tested needles are HIV Positive.
The Centre also reports that needles have been found in the cash
dispensers in ATMs. We ask everyone to use extreme caution when faced
with this kind of situation. All public chairs/seats should be
inspected with vigilance and caution before use.

17 people have been tested positive in the Western suburbs alone in
the last 2 months!!! A careful visual inspection should be enough.
In addition they ask that each of you pass this message along to all
members of your family and your friends of the potential danger. We
all have to be careful at public places! This is very important.
Just think about saving a life of someone even you don't know by
forwarding this message. Please, take a few seconds of your time to
pass it along."

SO BEWARE OF WADEVA THINGS YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH!

2. "A woman at a Gas nightclub (Mumbai ) on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her at Bandstand Mumbai. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of rohypnol in her blood.

Rohypnol , date rape drug is an essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. All they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Rohypnol, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months
later.

The Drug's affects ARE NOT TEMPORARY - they are PERMANENT. Any female
that takes it WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE. The weasels can get this drug from anyone who is in the vet school or any university.. It's that easy, and Rohypnol is about to break out big on campuses everywhere. Believe it or not, there are even sites on the Internet telling people how to use it.

Please forward this to everyone you know, especially girls. Girls, be careful when you're out and don't leave your drink unattended . (added - Buy your own drinks, ensure bottles or cans received are unopened or sealed; don't even taste someone else's drink .

There was already been a report in Singapore of girls drink been spike by Rohypnol. Please make the effort to forward this to everyone you know...for guys Pls inform all your female friends and relatives... .remember you also have daughters and sisters. "

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!

and the last one, dunno if you played before or not WHICH I NEED HONESTY FROM U GUYS TO FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS AND NOT CHEAT.

MIND GAME

2% or 98%
This is strange...can you figure it out?
Are you the 2% or 98% of the population?
Follow the instructions! NO PEEKING AHEAD!
· Do the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an
eyebrow.
· There's no trick or surprise.
· Just follow these instructions, and answer the
questions one at a time and as quickly as you can!
· Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until
you've done each of them ... really.
· Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss
something.)

Think of a number from 1 to 10

Multiply that number by 9

If the number is a 2-digit number, add the digits together

Now subtract 5

Determine which letter in the alphabet corresponds to the number you ended up with
(example: 1=a, 2=b, 3=c,etc.)

Think of a country that starts with that letter.

Remember the last letter of the name of that country.

Think of the name of an animal that starts with that letter.

Remember the last letter in the name of that animal.

Think of the name of a fruit that starts with that letter.

STOP HERE AND PROCEED ONLY AFTER YOU ANSWER ALL QNS ABOVE
NO CHEATING!






Are you thinking of a Kangaroo in Denmark eating an Orange ?

I told you this was FREAKY!! If not, you're among the 2% of the population whose minds are different enough to think of something else. 98% of people will answer with kangaroos in Denmark when given this exercise. Keep this message going. This one is actually worth sending on to others. Forward it to people you know so they can find out if they are usual or unusual.
btw tag me to tell me ur results! thanks (:
life's boring you know?

you have no money to shop. you have no friends to date out with. all busy. super super super sian. all i can do now, is study for my test! java java java. JAVA IS SOOOOO COOOOL! my ass.

anyways, went for interview and i've got a job at mintmark&co. lesser benefits than previous job. but it's a different working environment.(hopefully) sunday will be last day at shin. but dunno how to tell my manager. ): it's a waste to leave that job after staying for like a year. but then, each time i have to give schedule, im always not willing and thinking twice. the joy and fun and interest is not there anymore. oh wells, im gonna start new work after 29th jan. yet to get confrimation though. will be working on most weekends. so if you wanna date me, please do it on weekdays! hehe (:

after interview, went PS cotton on. AND I GOT A TOP WHICH I LOVE IT LOADS. simple but i still love it. if i can wait, i'll keep it for CNY but i guess most prob not. HAHA!

tats all folks.
and yes, happy together day dada (:
27 DRESSES
P.S I LOVE YOU
JUNO
AH LONG PTE LTD
THE GREAT DEBATERS
MISSION SEX CONTROL
AWAY FROM HER
GRACE IS GONE
THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN
SWEENET TODD

these are the movies tat i wanna watch sooooooooo badly.

i miss girlfriends.
i miss groupie.
KELLYN IS BACK!