Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

chinese paper is down. though easier den previous time, i feel tat i cant improve. sian la. nevamind! i still have many papers more to work on!

im craving for pooooool now.

replies to taggers :
ANDY
- OKAAAAAY!
MINGJUN
- i toked becos its was YOU who tok first. =P
SIYINGTHECHEFWANNABE
- thank u mr see! and i miss u! haha! hope u're doin fine!
CLUELESS
- ya its shin's bear's name but its also mingjun's father's name, i think.
john mayer - back to me
Back to you
it always comes around back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late
Over you
I'm never over over you
something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me
I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game
I've played but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away
Back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette
Should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do
Oh I will leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on for me too
Back to me
I know that it comes back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong as it used to be
doesn't it scare you,
doesn't it piss you off...
I'm weaker than you know
I'm swimming in a sea of faces
trying to find my way to you
but it's no use,
in a crowded room
where everybody wants you
HAPPY BRITHDAY PEIWEN AND MY DEAREST BROTHER!
i think i'll jus pass phy practical. da whole lab was jus filled wid da sound turning fans and wind from outside. i had many different pairs of eyes staring at me, da onli candidate den, at different intervals. i had no familiar faces at all. okie, tat exclude our own skool teachers. IT WAS FREAKING HELL NERVOUS LA! and i screwed da whole practical. i didnt finish my paper and i gave wrong calculations. da whole thing jus pull my everything down. S-C-R-E-W-E-D U-P. H-a-a-a-a-a-a ~

sometimes i jus reali wish sumone i wan, to be there to hear me out! im freaking freaking depressed! it isnt time to give up yet but i needed sum support! sumtimes its reali good to have sumone to be there to give u a pat on ur shoulder. how nice aint it ?

i'll take every chance.
sumhow or rather i like tis video by pink



its physics practical tmw. and im da onli one in a room wid a private candidate. im getting worried. everyone's gone leaving me in da last shift! freak out!

replies to taggers.
MINGJUN - ya, so slowly wait for da time to come.
SY - i wun shut up cos u agree too. =P
CHOW - thanks for ur info. and how u noe ?
DAGE - so clever! im tired of living. haha!
LYD - L is cute becos its L in da movie or L for lydia ? haha!
XINXIAN - ya, they changed both da main actor and actress. but both new actor and actress are pretty and handsome! haha! linked u too =))
sinful, sinful.
went out to catch .....

left - killer; light
right - "detective L"



da death note book

monster on da rite. exactly da same in da movie.

both da main leads r HANDSOME! "Detective L" is damn cute in da movie la! he acts like one retarded kid but HE IS ONE GOOD DETECTIVE LA! tis show is damn cool! at first i tot its another boring movie. but who noes! its NICE AND THRILLING! i tell u, da killer is darn professional in planning his ways to kill pple la! i wish i had da same book so i can kill those badies in tis world. haha! in my dreams. and da monster though lookin scary and firece, he is one funny character! scary but cute! and he survives on apple everyday.

IF YOU DUNNO WAD IM TOKING ABOUT, go watch it. worth watchin. or u can get from comic stalls cos its adapted from comic books. but i tell u first, da ending of da movie is not a ending at all. there's a continue to it and i dunno when will it be released in da cinemas. CANT WAIT TO WATCH!
things dun always go the way u wanna.
be resonable.
ITS JUS SO UNFAIR CAN !
now im da unreasonable one.
before i get to bed, i want to say i had a great bbq dinner with relatives from dad's side. all da uncles r old but they r young at heart and r reali good jokers! one great nite! hope to have more =)) surprisingly, i can survive today widout mummy and brother but wid dad! =D

mind me for my BHB-ness, but i reali love da pic above. i love my eyes! hehe
and ya, im goin to hunt for jeans like below! woootz ~

i have tis big thing for tis couple in princess hour and esp da guy, shin (Joo Ji-hoon) !


aint he sexy? haha!




i realised he looks like vaness wu. haha!


anyway becos of tis show i had a hard time dl video from youtube to watch da whole series. its still not as good as buying ur own cds to watch. so im goin to buy it after o's. and i guess princess hour 2 is coming out in jan 2007. i think its not conituned from princess hour 1. im waiting for it to be relased!

HAVE TO STUDY but im reali lazy .................
it may not sound right, but im missing my mummy already! i regretted not huggin her before she leaves .... I WANT MUMMY!

mind u, im not 16 for now.
fabulous-ly da long waited sickeness has strike me!!! muahahahah! all thanks to mr haze or ms haze. anyway i dunno wads its gender. okie, im not funny. well well, why do i say da long waited sickness? its becos i have waited to be sick for quite long le! haha! but i regret cos now im sufferin. my nose r exhausted from running. okie, im not funny again.

anyways yesterday was STUPID PRACTICAL! its reali stupid! and i think im goin to fail. i was confident for CHEM but in da end both BIO and CHEM r hell dead. and today went back for emaths mock paper. did paper 1, hand in. did paper 2 but not completed and went home all thanks to my running nose. cannot concentrate at all and da paper is too tough. from nanchiau i think.

sian, im goin to spend alomst a week at home wid daddy for mummy and bro is off to shanghai. GOD DARN DA O's if not i'll be way off wid them. eeeerggghhh..

A FEW MORE WEEKS TO HELL and finally to freedom.
TAHAN!
i dont know what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish i had the guts to say

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

I think i'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours til you see me again
And when we meet you'll
Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things; your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions, and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else; the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first; the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
i did a foolish thing today but sumhow im quite satisfied. =))

BYE BYE!
i've got back my phone, FINALLY! and, we've graduated! to kepp things short and sweet, i love EVERYONE i have known in serangoon secondary. yes, even pple whom i had arguements wid, you pple have made me a stronger person though. of course not forgetting my gang of buddies, thanks for making skool life a wonderful one! i'll definitely miss those good old times we had. lastly, teachers who has been sooo hardworking and willing to help us, i *dearfully* thank u all for da patience u had wid us! u all r great!

ps. im lazy to upload da pics. go friendster to view them. and pple who wans those pics pls find me online. thanks!
ONE FREAKING FUNNY JOKE RIGHT UP. if not funny den sorry la.

A man escapes from prison where he has been for fifteen years. He breaks
into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of the bed and ties him to a chair, while tying
the girl to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets
up and goes to the bathroom.

While he's in there, the husband tells his wife;
"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably
spent lots of time in the prison and hasn't seen a woman in years. If he
wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you,
satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably
very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong honey. I love
you."

To which the wife responds: " He wasn't kissing my neck. He was
whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute and
asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be
strong honey. I love you too!"

i love tis joke. and YES! tmw is da day and I HOPE FOR MY PHONE! after 4 yrs in skool, i'll neva forget those pple who gave me bad times as well as those who gave me million good times! =D
GET ME OUT OF TIS !@#$ING SKOOL AND I'LL BE FLYING HIGHER DEN ANY BIRDS PLANES OR HELICOPTERS! SERANGOON SECONDARY IS A NO NO SKOOL FOR ANYBODY!
read my email ad found tis. i think tis email has been ard for quite long.

THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT!
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 a.m., when an elderly man arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The man told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she had Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised, and asked him, "And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?"
He smiled as he patted my hand and said, "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is."
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,"That is the kind of love I want in my life."
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be. With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there are some that come along that have an important message, and this is one of those.

THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE DO NOT NECESSARILY HAVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING, THEY JUST MAKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING THEY HAVE!

another 2 more days and im free to study on my own! weeee~
as i predicted. no happy ending. i have nth to say cos i have said everything in da beginning. im sorry to hurt anyone but my mindset will not change after wad had happen. afterall its better tis way too. if u say u understand me, my answer will be not at all. u haven noe how much i feel for all tis while. its easy to forget, yes i agree. den tell me wads da meaning of tis pharse -"easier said den done" ?

hate me, screw me for all u wan! im not nice afterall.
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
- Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIPING DAGE!

its kind of dissapointing when there is no one there to encourage u or support in wad u wan to achieve. instead, they add things to demoralise (anyhow spell) u more. u can neva noe who is being true to u. da better they r, da more motive they have. and one day STABBED, u're dead. awfully dead. those impacts remains now and foreva.

can anyone answer my prayers ? im reali stucked in four walls.


i was bored and looked ard da net. i came upon to tis BIG SUPERSTAR or rather ONCE a diva. still rememeber britney spears? da pop teenage singer when u were in primary skool or wad so eva? da hot babe wid a hot body figure who has a good sense of fashion? look at da pics to refresh ur memories.


but things got worst after she got hooked up wid Kevin Federline who is her husband. she was still alrite though a little plum before they got married.

and even after they got married.

unfortunately, not until god sent them a present; a baby
BEFORE BIRTH

AFTER BIRTH
tis still looks alrite cos she has a little touch up on her face

BUT NOT ALL TIS BELOW!

a huge change! from a diva to a BOOMBA! *shake head


i dunno wad spell had britney's husband had on her and got her into a fatty old hag lady who has no sense of fashion now. i pity da present her and i would cry if im in her shoes. can u believe she is onli 25 years old ? she expecting her second baby by da way.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head. They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed. Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone. Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home. There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain. An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night. While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight. You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate. You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take. So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind. And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave. Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made. And like a baby boy I never was a man, until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand. And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be. And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"


i feel weird today and im weird today.