Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

thanks for those who gave me luck. and i guess now you know how bad is my PROGRAMMING and of course my GPA. im just glad im allow to go on to year 2.
first session of bonding of the GLs. cool peeps and i've enjoyed for sure. what im afraid now would be the prep camp. endlessly days, insufficient sleeps, tough activites. but i just guess it's the end of the day where all of us get to be there with each other thru the hardships that makes us enjoy the whole camp. im just hoping it'll be something i will whine about BUT TOTALLY ENJOY!


ah damn, the whole of march i would be commited to these camp thingy, so less work. and when there's less work, means less money. and when there's less money, means NO FAMILY HOLIDAY FOR ME ): BUT FORTUNATELY, mother told me might not be going anymore! hahahahahhahah! i'll pray for the better and just wait and see. hohohohohohoh ~


oh yes, watched PS I Love You with dearie. sweet movie la BUT not as touching as what the gals have told me lei. kind of disappointed? BUT OF COURSE, of course, the part where the guy actually planned all the letters and stuff before he passed away was totally as sweet as honey. one thing both dearie and i agreed, no subtitle for the movie was bad because the irish accent of the men were too strong. cannot catch la! hahahah! i've watch most romance movie like, "The Notebook" and cried harder. but for this movie, sadly and frankly speaking, 3 stars out of 5?


anyways, results will be out tomorrow. interested to know? wait for updates if things turns out good.

wish me luck man!

one of women's greatest fear in the world;

someone: " you seem to have put on weight already eh? "
woman: " *start looking at self * really ah? "

woman gets home and look into the mirror and start crying for help.
GL interview on monday for FO.

made a fool out of myself in front of like 8 to 9 persons in a four cornered cold room. i can swear that period of time in the room with all stares was ducking scary hell shit for me that i wish i had back out. couldn't be any clown-er, really.

leaving that behind, i went for my class chalet after the interview and got home on wednesday. i wouldn't say i had not enjoy the chalet but at the same time, some people jus spoils the mood. AND THANKS JOSEPH FOR THE "COMPLIMENT" EH! what an ass! hahaha!
dear class, I'LL MISS YOU ALL!

anyways, these days hasn't been very great. many many useless thoughts have been running thru my head. had a tiny dispute with mother, aint toking. this cold shoulders are sucky. GOD HELP?! damn shitty life im having now. GROWING UP SUCKS FUCKING BIG TIME! everything is changing and im not getting used to it just yet. FUCK!

it's more of both parties looking after each other, not just one sided.
honeymoon is over baby.
in life you're always fighting for the best.
but you never have that confidence to fight your way and you lose out.
then, people start calling you stupid, no use, useless, dumb, loser, etc.
you tend to start hiding into your shell even more.
you tend to look upon others with much envy.
people with 100% confidence are at the top of the list.
losers are the last of the list.

im one of those losers.
im sorry i couldn't the best for you.


REPLIES TO TAGGERS!

CLUELESS - here you go gal
link: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

MINGJUN - might be the same. but it kind of really tells alot about me! (:

MELISSA - YES! JUS LET ME NOE WHEN. but not sentosa till after june ):

SY - done so bitch!

FION - HAHA! ya la, i miss you all!

SANYO - link is right above dude. and apologises that i cant see you all la. too much happenings in the family already. paiseh!
checked my mail and got this quiz. did it and,
ALL OF MY FLAWS MENTIONED ARE VERY TRUE!

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
POST EDITED (thanks ah, tan siying. =P)

love is patient, love is kind
love can make you lose your mind.
- movie: 27 DRESSES

you sure make me out of my mind. sometimes you really make me pissed yet at times you're as sweet as honey. darling, im too afraid to lose you someday, a day i'll never know when.
IM ON MY VACATION ALREADY!