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Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 12:59 AM
Daphane Khoo - Desprate
I need you
Near me now
I never knew
Just how...
you're a part of me in all i am..
never been more in the dark
never been this scared
never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
never been so alone..
never been without you..
never had more than i could keep
and what i need now
is someone like you.
cant believe i didnt look u up
even before i knew
how u have waited for me
i know now
and i..
im desperate im calling out ur name(can u hear me)
im faling i cant feel ur flame, its so cold and i..
i wanna go home
wanna feel ur arms around me(can u hear me.. save me..)
so afraid
with who i am
i need your strength
to live again
I put my hand in Yours,
you fill me up. (fill me up)
I know You'll always be there,
You're more than enough
I need you
Near me now
I never knew
Just how...
you're a part of me in all i am..
never been more in the dark
never been this scared
never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
never been so alone..
never been without you..
never had more than i could keep
and what i need now
is someone like you.
cant believe i didnt look u up
even before i knew
how u have waited for me
i know now
and i..
im desperate im calling out ur name(can u hear me)
im faling i cant feel ur flame, its so cold and i..
i wanna go home
wanna feel ur arms around me(can u hear me.. save me..)
so afraid
with who i am
i need your strength
to live again
I put my hand in Yours,
you fill me up. (fill me up)
I know You'll always be there,
You're more than enough
Friday, May 23, 2008, 8:40 PM
me, i feel super ultra deprived. over-rated. there's just too much to take and i don't know how to settle them. as for now, it's impossible possibilites that i just walk away.
carrying balls seems to be the best way to please people. but it's also a deadly move to use. it's so unnatural. it's just so hard to please humans. you won't really know what are they really looking for from you. you don't do it, you are being picked on. when you do it, you are being picked on too! PROBABLY it is all for my own good. they talk it like they know everything but actually they don't. on the other hand, people nowadays are fucking caring for their own buttocks and not willing to lend a helping hand. minority might be just purely blur to help but majority are just fucking trying to stay within their own business and don't give a damn for others.
this is life, confusing reality. fuck it.
vacation is coming. and i can tell you, its aint no vacation. it's production work. it's all about clearing up my vacation assignments. i want work, i want swimming lessons. there's so much i want but there's so little time. damn it with life.
kellyn probably might not be the kellyn you think of anymore. for good souls, you guys might think im still wonderful. but as for people who starts to feel disgusted by me, i guess maybe i am not a really nice person, a double sided monster probably too. beware of me, i might stab you from behind.
sometimes i just wonder, was holding back the right choice i made.
if they are lies, please tell me that they are white lies.
trust, baby.
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 1:42 PM
ITS GONNA BE A LONG POST!
IM EIGHTEEN ON THE MAY OF EIGHTEEN! HOW COOL!
but then, again im eighteen ): alright, heck the getting old part and on to the great many many celebrations i had over the past few days. but before i do, many thousand thanks for all the greeting over the phone, sms, msn, tagboard, friendster and everywhere!
the list of wonderful peeps who gave me their warm greetings and wishes (:
over the phone
1. Tan Siying 2. Yikloong 3. Sanyo & Alvin
smses before 12am
1.Wanshun (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!) 2. Gladys
smses after 12am (no. 3 to 6 are those damn on time wan la! haha!)
3. Adelin 4. Pearlyn 5. Drusilla 6. Yikloong 7. Sylvia 8. Maykee 9. Peggy 10. Valerie 11. Thevita 12. Nicholas 13. Ang Hweeyee 14. Jason&Angie 15. Shifu
16. Melissa(SMIT) 17. Patrina 18. Weehow 19. Jimson 20. Donavan 21. Mingjun
22. Jialong 23. Ahpao 24. Godma 25. Leonard 26. Khaz 27. Nerissa 28. Farah
29. Alvin (too late for 14! ahha!) 30. Bavani 31. Melissa Lim 32. Minglee 33. Stanley 34. Aunt Chelsea 35. Levin 36. Ah chow 37. Weiting 38. Cheefai 39. Weiping 40.Chunhui 41. Yapben 42. Damien 43. PEIWEN (you're not the last but the
last before 12am of 19may. HAHA!) 44. Gary (CO) 45. Cassie 46. Ruixiang
msn (can't remember all, SORRY!)
Shengkang, Yaorong, Chinyang, Sean, Kenson, Joycelyn, Alex, Dhanish, TimothySU, Dave, Junda
alright back to the great fun i have!
last before 12am of 19may. HAHA!) 44. Gary (CO) 45. Cassie 46. Ruixiang
msn (can't remember all, SORRY!)
Shengkang, Yaorong, Chinyang, Sean, Kenson, Joycelyn, Alex, Dhanish, TimothySU, Dave, Junda
alright back to the great fun i have!
on 14/05/08
went out with my 3 dearest girls of my year 1 class.
we went cine suki sushi for buffet! eat until damn damn damn full la! did alot of unglam things but we had great loads of fun. i dunno how to epress how much fun we had but could only say DAMN GREAT FUN! THANKS GALS!
on 15/05/08
it was suppose to be an outside-to-nowhere-overnight celebration with some SMIT peeps but in the end it was A HUGE SURPRISE CELEBRATION FOR ME FROM THEM! they were so damn funny during the process of bringing me to the surprise la! (you guys should noe why esp MINGLEE!)
went out with my 3 dearest girls of my year 1 class.
we went cine suki sushi for buffet! eat until damn damn damn full la! did alot of unglam things but we had great loads of fun. i dunno how to epress how much fun we had but could only say DAMN GREAT FUN! THANKS GALS!
on 15/05/08
it was suppose to be an outside-to-nowhere-overnight celebration with some SMIT peeps but in the end it was A HUGE SURPRISE CELEBRATION FOR ME FROM THEM! they were so damn funny during the process of bringing me to the surprise la! (you guys should noe why esp MINGLEE!)
anyways at first, we set off to meet up at the newly opened EHUB at downtown east. we had our dinner over there and i dunno which resturant actually. haha!
they posed from the number 1 to 10 but i only uploaded this 3. haha!
we slacked around at that place and then, this is where the surprise starts. the rest said they want to go get other food(but they actually went back to the chalet room and get things ready) and so they went, leaving minglee, patrina, fangqing and myself to go shop for tibits and drinks. den later they dragged here and there, makes up stories to me den lead me to downtown chalet den i open the door of a room and i become like this
............
the above great people were there to surprise me! den later at the nite came Yongming, Shafiq, Timothy, Ikwan & Ericson.
all in all, THE PARTY WAS AWESOMELY GREAT AND I AM TRULY TOUCHED BY IT. THANK YOU ALL MY DEAREST ONES. I AM REALLY SURPRISED. THANKS A MILLION FOR PRESENTS & EVERYTHING. I APPRECIATED THEM ALOT! (:
on 17/05/08
boyfriend & relatives from mother's side came to my house to celebrate my cousin's and my birthday! its a simple sweet celebration (:
and and and, boyfriend got me AN IPOD NANO! woooooooooootz!
i really really dunno how to express how much fun i have had but you guys out there really made me have an awesomely great eighteen birthday in which i thought it would be just another birthday. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU !
if you ask me what's love now, i'll tell you it's sometimes a combination of sweet and bitter complications that you'll learnt and cherish even how much it might hurt.
we slacked around at that place and then, this is where the surprise starts. the rest said they want to go get other food(but they actually went back to the chalet room and get things ready) and so they went, leaving minglee, patrina, fangqing and myself to go shop for tibits and drinks. den later they dragged here and there, makes up stories to me den lead me to downtown chalet den i open the door of a room and i become like this
............
the above great people were there to surprise me! den later at the nite came Yongming, Shafiq, Timothy, Ikwan & Ericson.
all in all, THE PARTY WAS AWESOMELY GREAT AND I AM TRULY TOUCHED BY IT. THANK YOU ALL MY DEAREST ONES. I AM REALLY SURPRISED. THANKS A MILLION FOR PRESENTS & EVERYTHING. I APPRECIATED THEM ALOT! (:
on 17/05/08
boyfriend & relatives from mother's side came to my house to celebrate my cousin's and my birthday! its a simple sweet celebration (:
and and and, boyfriend got me AN IPOD NANO! woooooooooootz!
i really really dunno how to express how much fun i have had but you guys out there really made me have an awesomely great eighteen birthday in which i thought it would be just another birthday. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU !
if you ask me what's love now, i'll tell you it's sometimes a combination of sweet and bitter complications that you'll learnt and cherish even how much it might hurt.
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 5:04 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG HWEE YEE!
Friday, May 16, 2008, 10:10 AM
FQ, I ALWAYS KNOW YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME. but its just that sometimes, even if you're there, i still have to settle things on my own and only on my own. that's why. ): i sound so emo. HAA!
ALVIN, YES YOU SURE DO HAVE ALOT OF IDEAS, and im glad! (:
FARAH, i just wanna get back in time when we were back in secondary school ):
just replies first, updates later! wooootz!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 11:47 AM
assignments assignments and more assignments!
i hate hate hate hate drawing cause i can't draw for shit!
i hate creating stories cause i can't think for shit!
everything's just shitty when you have more hardworking people around you.
that's what i meant by im living in a shitty life.
lately im sorry if i hurt anyone cause i really don't mean to.
if you think it realistic-ly, you would have done so too.
im sorry, that's shitty life.
im turning 18 in like a few days time and i aint no looking forward to it.
im like entering a life whereby i'll be all on my own.
mummy and daddy and gorgor wouldn't always be there for me no more.
im losing the other half i got too although the other half is still around for me.
everything just seems to be losing as you grow older.
the harsh reality, you call it.
sometimes when you advice people, it just seems to be easy-peasy but when the situtation actually happens on yourself and you try to apply the advice you gave others onto yourself. the outcome? it wouldn't work. hence, you have the pharse, "easier said than done".
apart for all the rantings, i watched the movie "FORREST GUMP".
it's very very very meaningful and touching.
it's kind of a ironical movie to me as it is kind of not realistic yet it is.
YOU REALLY HAVE TO WATCH IT SO AS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY. YES, IM ASKING YOU TO WATCH! IM TEMPTING YOU TO WATCH!
cause if you don't watch, your life would be at misery. I CAN SWEAR FOR THAT!
life's like chocolate, you'll never know what you're gonna get.
i just hope we could be like peas & carrots without you saying you'll leave me.
Monday, May 12, 2008, 3:31 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY GAN!
Friday, May 09, 2008, 12:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAHEEN YAU!
Monday, May 05, 2008, 11:28 PM
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry
And I won't beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
David Cook - Always be my baby; a song on my repeated playlist.
Sunday, May 04, 2008, 7:23 PM
SCRIPT - done
STORYBOARD - not done either. cos i seriously hate drawing.
PRINT HARDCOPYs of the above - HELL NOT DONE BECOS I HAVE NO PAPERS AT HOME TO PRINT ):
this is getting out of my nerves, in addition to the damn damn damn hot weather which is making me very uncomfortable and sticky. DAMN!
mother and brother enjoying their first spot at japan. UNFAIR! and im stuck at home with my father, I REPEAT, MY FATHER! damn sad. they'll not be back only after thurs. GOD DAMN IT! i dunno how to survive.
Saturday, May 03, 2008, 1:23 AM
and another awesome thing was that i caught the movie IRONMAN. storyline was alright to me BUT THE CG AND VISUAL EFFECTS ARE LIKE OWNING LA! just wondering when in time on earth can i reach that damn level of creating such hell god effects and graphics la.
im starting to have interest in what im learning for my course already. BUT MY LAZY BUGGIES ARE LIKE STOPPING ME!
kellyn, determination, GREAT DETERMINATION!
Thursday, May 01, 2008, 11:40 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOW-STER!
bye (:
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