Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.(NOT TRUE LEI)

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (I DON'T THINK SO LEI)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (SO TRUE)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (so very true)
i feel like a total shit crap. i've done alot of thinking and thinking and thinkng. it was mind fucked. and no one could understand me and be there to listen to me whole heartedly. anyways, i've made up my mind and done what i have needed.

hello or goodbye.
both simple words with strong feelings.

love comes in many forms but sometimes,
the many forms don't blend together.


i hate him to extreme core most of the time, but at this moment i really hope everything will go smoothly for him. god of all religions, please bless him.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS DRESS BUT I'VE GOT NO NO NO MONEYYYYYYYYYYY. I SUPER SUPER SUPER SAD!



and also another sad thing. our king of POP, MICHAEL JACKSON has passed away.
more details here.

i remember when i was young, though MJ wasnt really my huge idol, i will often watch VCD of him and his music videos. i thought his dance moves and music videos are cool! and of course, he himself is cool and full of confidence yet humble. furthermore, despite all the rumours of him being pedophile (or maybe he really is), he still brave through all the negatives rumoured about him and continues to be the huge king of pop.

he has really made a huge accomplishment of himself. why i say so? cos at the age of 50, he still have his huge fans of all ages despite of all the bad rumours about him. i think you guys get what im trying to say.

for his death, i believe he did not die with any regrets but i think he will be quite sad to disappoint his fans who are excitedly waiting for his supposed-up-coming-concert. oh well, life loves to play with everyone's fate aint it?



RIP MICHAEL JACKSON - "Heal the world, make it a better place"
you'll never get tired of this song and this songs brings alot of meaning and i just love his dancing.
same thoughts keep running through my head. keep asking myself, could it be like this, could it be like that. why is it like this, why is it like that. is it like this, is it like that. all freaking questions that makes me sad, guilty, confused. if only someone can totally understand my feeling and feel me deep down in my head.

im really really confused.
don't you just hate the feeling of don't know what to do and you're feeling very confused over stuffs? i hate such feelings. as much as i hate you.


HAHA! try and copy me somemore la, colin chan!

anyways, today was great. great evening outing with tansiying and came along with weehow. afterwhich on the way home, weiping bra called to ask out for supper/chilling. so we agreed and HAD LOTS OF LAUGHTER. it was great nite to midnite with all mentioned above and along with cheefai, shifu, colin, isaac and sanyo.

YOU GUYS MADE MY MONDAY NOT BLUE ANYMORE!
i have ducking loads of things to blog but i just wanna blog about this cool shit that happen to me!

i had a little adventure with darling on saturday with me driving the car!!!!!!! just with darling and without dad or brother or mother beside me. dad allowed me!!!!!!!! and i drove from my house all the way down to some ulu ulu place called neo tiew lane. you won't know how proud i am with myself man!!!!!!1 however darling said i was a little too kiasi, keep goin at a very slow speed of 50/km. but i was finding my way so don't wanna speed maa..........

all in all, i am very proud!
to drivers out there, i might be over exaggerated but this is really a stepping stone for me to drive. so please forgive me here.
im not blaming anyone but myself, really.
it's just another self inferior post.

im sorry i cant be perfect.
im sorry i cant make you proud enough.
im sorry i cant find a perfect dress for your night.

i just feel very inferior.
those girls are sure gonna be 100% tall, pretty, slim and whatever it takes to be WOW for the dinner. each of them gonna be like in the perfect dress, perfect hair, perfect shoes and of course perfect figure.

i fucking cant make myself comfortable and just be my fucking self. what the fuck is wrong with me huh, fucking kellyn wee?

oh fuck!
ALL THANKS TO YIKLOONG, HE TEMPT ME TO ANOTHER CAMERA WHICH IS MORE EX AND MORE STYLE!
have a look here to see the comparison between the 2 cameras.
baby p, you still got us at your back.
lovessss!

OKIE PPLE, IM OFFICIALLY BROKE IN THIS MONTH.
YES AT THE BEGINNING OF THE MONTH.
SO DON'T ASK ME OUT UNLESS:

1. IT'S TO GO BACK SCHOOL FOR RUNNING
yes im refering to pat ming fq and hermi, do ask me go back if u all are running.

2. TO GO OUT DINNER AT COFFEE SHOP OR HAWKER.
i can only afford at these places.

3. YOU'RE WILLING TO PAY FOR MY EXPENSES FOR THE OUTING.

4. IT'S LADIES NITE AND EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRITE!

i believe this whole month i'll be only going back to school or meet up with darling.
else, my dear frens esp girlfriends, i won't be going out with you all this month unless mentioned above are in consideration for the outing.

lastly, TO RYAN AND VALERIE,
THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE KINKY BDAY PRESENTS AH!!!!!
jin and i are "grateful" to have friends like you both.
HAHAHAH!
yet anot hot babe which darling showed me..
hai.... demoralised!

here she is.
FUCK SIAN!
when dad allows, mum doesn't.
when mum allows, dad doesn't.
WTF?????????
i hate this.................
i feel like crying real bad.
no, no one bully me.
it's just myself.

i've changed to a new wallet. in my new wallet i took for granted that i had everything transferred from my old one. but only till today then i realise i don't have everything inside. one valuable thing(pictures of mum and me) is not inside! it's just very weird you noe, i believed i have transferred everything over. but just the photos are not there! or there are even more stuffs that myself cant remember..

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING FOR LOSING IT.
it kinda mean alot, alot...
MIA for awhile, forgive me!

meantime, all of you drink loads of water okie!
weather is real real real bad.
misses to all!