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Goodbye if it's not fun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING! YOU'RE FINALLY SIXTEEN! HAHA!

this girl has been waiting for long to be sixteen and be legal for more things. HAHA! anyway sorry that i can't accompany you but i hope dinner just now was good enough! =)) and one more thing, JIALONG LOVES YOU! =p

seriously i enjoyed dinner just now and i meant dinner on 28/11 cause its past 12am right now, so its 29/11 that im posting this post. (don't get what i mean then nevermind.) peeps who went were siying (of course), drusilla, melissa, ang, jialong, guofeng, chow, alvin and of course myself. hehe. had loads of fun though food wasn't fantastic. we had dinner at marina bay anyway. laughter with friends are always the best medicine to any problems you have.

and ya, im a TYPE B person.
( kinda true here and there. kinda fake here and there too.)
"You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming."

before i go, i have this photography skill to share.
its real but skilled super imposing.



boy, you have caught me real bad, real real bad.
IM HAVING MY OFF DAY TOMORROW ! and today i met up with jialong guofeng and my girls except drusi. i miss her =(( even though we are both working at the same shopping mall but we could hardly meet because when she is free i'll be busy and vice versa.

anyway, i have been transfered to become a cashier at the shop. im going to give myself till friday to try out. if things still cant go smoothly, im going to leave the place. people there are nice but i just can't seems to mix with them. im rather an anti-social person. i'll try to change for this week and give myself a chance. i'll try.

and i love my family for being there for me! MUACKSS!
i have been protected for these past years and now i cant take long hours. today went toilet and dissolve my despression. i had only toilet to be there for me. i sound stupid now but really, there's no one to be there. the boss left me alone to care the whole place whereby i only have one pair of hands and legs to serve more than ONE CUSTOMER! its tiring. should i stop after one more day or should i try out for a month more?

i feel like a dumb person. super duper dumb rather disappointed too. my stupid eye bags are getting worst too.
yes i've got a job, yay ..
yes i've got cash flowing, yay ..

BUT BOO! im lacking of beauty sleep!
BOO! im getting a very sucky pay!
AND MILLION ZILLIONS OF BOOS that my legs are aching!
i swear if by the end of this month the pay isn't really what i want, i'll quit! im not trying to be fussy here. but IM WORKING FULL TIME yet im getting only like 4.50per hour and working whole day. freaking unreasonable. PART TIME WORKERS are earning more than me! CANNOT DE LOH! errrrggghhhh!

im tired and im off to zz le. MISS YOU GUYS OUT THERE!!!!
finally i got everything done like get my card replaced and stuffs. now im back to my normal self but im struggling in money matters. fortunately, I'VE GOT A JOB, not confrim though. hehe! kind of feel nervous.

anyway, today i got my hair done and im satisfied! BIG SMILES! hehe. and afterwhich met up with my cousin to watch HAPPY FEET. ITS HUMOUROUS! if you're feeling down, go watch it. =)) my rate for the show will be 3 out of 5 though.

excited for tomorrow!
today is one of my unlucky days. if i had not got up from bed, i wounldn't have lost my wallet. i want to blame the school but its still my own fault. BUT ITS REALLY THE SCHOOL WHO MADE ME LOST MY WALLET! stupid school said they have talk at 9am but i forgot to set my alarm. i would have slept through if melissa did not call me. anyway, i told her im not going but i worried i might miss out certain important things, so i got up and went. BUT WHEN I GET UP AND GET TO SCHOOL, THE TALK WAS OVER. i rush up bus and lost my wallet. freaking! (sorry if my story isn't clear. hehe)

no more hair done for now
no more finding jobs for now
ERGHHHH !
mum and dad told me to open my eyes to see. till today i guess, my eyes have open wide enough to see. just feel kind of disappoint to have such things to happen. maybe its another sensitive thinking of mine, but things are just so obvious there and i can't tell myself im not seeing them. i just don't understand what am i or even who am i. i don't feel any closeness, none at all. in this world you can only depend on yourself and no one else, not even your best friends or even family. hope my instincts are wrong. prove me wrong please.

forget about asking me about me finding jobs.
everyone is telling you that they will call you back. hopefully yes la.
anyway finally went to catch STEP UP. its a hot and dirty dancing movie, in addition of romance and humour. i tell you, the lead - channing tatum is freaking freakin HOT! girls, you will drool when you watch the movie. GO CATCH IT. its worth it. if you love dirty dancing, you'll love this movie. anyway i found little clips of those dances in the movie and they HOT!







one last thing CHANNING TATUM IS HOT! (but i think he is a gay)
IM FREE LIKE A BIRD! WOOO HOOO!
going for job interview with siying and rest later on.
so exctied! cant wait for $$ to flow in baby!

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are,
we are, we are free
In our love
We are free in our love
i cut my hair again. SHORT. so short that you can never imagine. =))
you must be thinking am i crazy or what. but hell no, im doing it for the sake of beauty. haha! furthermore, im tired of long hair too. now its short, its easier to take care of it. its a little heartache but its a sacrifice that im willing to take. all for the sake of BEAUTY!

one more thing, to my dearest orchestra fellows, im sorry that i didnt turn up for the camp BBQ. one of the reasons is that my parents don't allow. another reason, to be frank, i kind of feel weird goin back, plus i can't seems to connect with you guys well. find it weird to say all this here, but i just wish to explain things before certain misunderstandings arouse. but for sure, i'll be back for the upcoming practices whenever im free. im sorry guys.
now here is kellyn's coming plans. HAHA!

get my hair done
get a job
save $$
shop till i drop !
start trainin my spare tyres
trainin my spare tyres
still trainin my spare tyres
still trainin my spare tyres until its gone! HEHE!

lastly, its jus a simple and sweet christmas i wish to have .......

Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life

Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride

I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
ignore those slutty sexy scenes and concentrate abt da lyrics and storyline =))

firstly, to my dearest taggers, IM SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING! i'll not reply those tags but meantime i have done up wid things tat u guys have requested like linking up ur webby. THOUSAND APOLOGISES FOR NOT REPLYING! =))

secondly, stephanie said i haven been bloggin since thurs nov 9. SO NOW HERE I AM STEPHANIE. =))

well, im finished wid all papers except comb SCI mcq on coming mon. WEEEEE ~ SUPER DUPER HAPPY CAN ! but den i dun think my results are goin to be good. im prepared to maybe retain next year. xp had AMATHS pp 2 today and it was tough. actually its becos i neva study for it la. yesterday was PHYSICS and its was so-so. now wad i can say is tat i can pass most papers but not wid flying colours. god darn me.

now all i wan to do is to WORK AND GET MONEY TO BUY THINS I WAN ! there r thousand and million of things i wan to buy ! my holidays r goin to start soon baby! before i go another meaningful email i've got and wan to share. =)) ENJOY!

1. A turkey was chatting with a bull.
"I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on so me of my droppings ?", replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story: BullShit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

2. A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:
(1) Not everyone who sh!ts on you is your enemy
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of sh!t is your friend
(3) And when you're in deep sh!t, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

i jus wan to say da boy who is playing da "i forget call wad" is v CUTE ! im refering to da boy clashing da thingy. hehe. actually all da kids r cute la!

i reali hate pple who brought GEOGRAPHY into skool! I HATE HATE HATE! my desired course falls on deaf ears now. SAY BYE BYE.

god in heaven, devil in hell, pls do some miracles and save me back on earth. PLS !
CHEM was easy peasy la! so much easier den any past year paper! i think i can pass it with flying colours but when added wid BIO, everything will be pulled down. have to work hard for MCQs le. SS was easier den i expected can pass but not with flying colours. same goes for EMATHS pp1, can pass but might not be with flying colours. now im having trouble to do my amaths which is before pyhsics which im havong trouble in it too. sigh ~ its ENG tmw! and i dunno if i can make it. my languages sucks big time!

anyway have a hearty laugh ahead!

1. One Chinese person walks into a bar in America late one night and he saw Steven Spielberg. As he was a great fan of his movies, he rushes over to him, and asks for his autograph. Instead, Spielberg gives him a slap and says "You Chinese people bombed our Pearl Harbor, get out of here."
The astonished Chinese man replied, "It was not the Chinese who bombed your Pearl Harbor, it was the Japanese".
"Chinese, Japanese, Taiwanese, you're all the same," replied Spielberg.
In return, the Chinese gives Spielberg a slap and says "You sank the Titanic, my forefathers were on that ship."
Shocked, Spielberg replies, "It was the iceberg that sank the ship, not me."
The Chinese replies, "Iceberg, Spielberg, Carlsberg, you're all the same."

2. Man comes home , finds his wife with his friend in bed . He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says, "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends!"

3. A small Boy wrote to Santa Claus," send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR MOTHER!"

4. What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and Mattress

5. Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning of WIFE??
Without Information Fighting Everytime
Wife replies,"No, it means With Idiot For Ever !!!"

6. What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant,
and Panic is when both are pregnant.

7. Teacher: Do you know the importance of a period?
Kid: Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.

8. A women asks man who is traveling with six children, "Are all these kids yours??"
The man replies, " No, I work in a condom factory and these are customer complaints".

9. A young boy asks his Dad, "What is the difference between confident and confidential.
Dad says, "You are my son, I'm confident about that. Your friend over there, is also my son, that's confidential!"
woke up at 820am. woke up soo early jus to work and not study! haha! it was a fun job for today! tot it would be a sitting-down-and-look-after-kids job. instead, it was working on one of my interest! nail painting. whahah! kind of fun painting those small little nails of da little gals. so innocent and naive looking. i wish i can turn abck time to be them and be pampered! hai..... o's... finishin soon!

anyway i caught tis vvvvvvvvvv cute little boy who has a sleepy eyes which i think he is reali v sleepy. though sleepy, he was enjoying his candy floss very much!

and also, we took a grp photo wid a handsome boy! he isnt reali photogenic but he is reali handsome in real person.


tat's all of da fun. blea... off to zzz and wake up to study!
i rather like tis video alot. ITS COOL! and it speaks excatly wad we, singaporeans feel!


2 weeks more to FLY !!