Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

i hate my cough.
i hate my backache.
i hate my hair.
i hate ______.
HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUCH SMALL CREATURES, AREN'T THEY?
SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING,
TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....
BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,
DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING YOU, DO TREASURE YOUR LOVE, LIVE SAFELY AND PEACEFULLY,
ALWAYS BE HAPPY TO WELCOME THE COMING OF THE NEW DAY....... ENJOY THE SUNSHINE.. ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS.....

at times, i think such things are total bullshit. really.
like i say again, at times.

TRUST AND HONESTY.
do they fade away so easily? do they?

till today, things have not got off my mind. things doesn't seem to be so simple. it sounds so calm. too calm to be true. i hate to face it so im hiding hoping everything will be the way it should. but the more i hide, the more devastated i get. i afraid to hear truths that i dun wish to hear.

i am not a substitute cause i should be someone more than that. million times more than that. however, if i have really become someone not important anymore and if you feel guilty to let me down, please don't be. tell me about it instead, and we can end things easily and better for you?

am i right to say all this? if im right, do what i say.
if im wrong, prove me wrong!
42 bucks was spent on a visit to doctor.
antibiotics are completed since monday BUT I HAVE NOT GOT BETTER AT ALL! still coughing like dog and making my head really pain. this cough have been goin on for 2 weeks. due to work i have to been sleeping early @ 11pm-12am (it's early considering the fact that i always sleep at 2-3am). despite the early sleep, I AM NOT FEELING GOOD AT ALL. always pulling myself out of bed to go work.

btw am not complaining about work cos work has no problem for me. everything was easy work but my sickness is not helping me pull through work the whole day. very often feel alittle giddy and restless. seriously if not becos of my sickness, i would have go to work without needing to drag myself la.......

am really looking forward to next week for my appointment with the chinese physician. and am really looking forward to the time MR ARMY BOY COMISSION! i really really really really hate army...


ADD was good! knowing almost everyone makes things easy to have fun and everyone was rather high especially the year 3s. all in all, no disappointment for me but i just hated the EMCEE. he's a sicking ass who's mouth should rot and corrode till he cant speak. stupid assified mouth.

okie, move on. the activities after the dinner was what i enjoyed most. met up with pat, ml, fq, hermi, dehui, dhanish, shafiq and desmond. we all headed to REBEL and danced till it closed. breakfast at mac and home in the morning train. tired shit but fun shit.

after having all this fun. im a broke kid. asked for another 50 bucks from mum and it shall last till end of march. how sad is kellyn? very pathetically sad.

oh well, cant wait for my working pay to come in through.

as for you darling boy, though calls are getting lesser each nite, i just want you to know, im still thinking of you.


so tell me should i still continue this course in university
and let it be my future?
im not convince, not a bit at all.
can you tell me more, everything,
everything which you would normally do.
this time round, you seem to hide alot.
or am i being paranoid ?
being home the whole day just cant put my mind at ease. i sit down also cant sit still, stand also cannot stand still. how long more so can i put my mind at ease huh????

yes i am very afraid and very scared.
thanks for keeping me anticipating. thanks very much.

Maybe I was really too pale
Maybe I was really too fat
Maybe you really had better
Better luck in the sack
probably she can understand you more than i do eh?



how does it feel if you're in such a state?
thank you, pat and sy.
have cravings for prata right now.
having a huge problem of sleeping early these days. very bad.
looking forward to saturday.
im feeling very fustrated lately. i dunno why either.
i feel like hiting the dance floor.
i don't look forward to school now.
this holiday i really don't feel like doing anything.
sorry to peeps (esp poly frens) to not see you all lately or turn up for events.

menses is getting me into this is it?


as times passes and i cant sleep,
i tend to think alot and alot.
as of recently, i've been thinking alot of jealousy and envious stuffs.

im jealous that other peep's _____________.
im jealous that other peeps are so _______.
im jealous that other peeps are so _______.
im jealous that other peeps are so _______.
im jealous that other peeps have so many ____.

and when i stop thinking, i realised there is only like 2-3 peeps that im really jealous of. go figure the blanks which are not accurate. cant catch what im saying, den don't.

i just can't really stop comparing myself to others. others are high in the air, whereby im jus a small ass living here. why cant i just be happy with myself?

darling boy cant really book out regularly on the coming week onwards. so many things so little time. I MISS THE OLD TIME DARLING! we'll bring it back when june/july comes okie?
cramps really kill says: u everyday go supper de ah?
Weiping says: yah
Weiping says: la
Weiping says: sure fat
Weiping says: song bo!
cramps really kill says: with who sia?
Weiping says: my house downstairs
Weiping says: alone
Weiping says: past few days with colin they all lor
cramps really kill says: HAHAHA
cramps really kill says: wth....
Weiping says: my house downstairs the maggie mee very
nice
Weiping says: cheap cheap somemore
Weiping says: see when you free, we go eat together, i treat
Weiping says: the downstairs the person know me, got
special discount and add ingredient one
cramps really kill says: STUPID LIKE DOG LA U
Weiping says: diam la
Weiping says: i go order first liaozzz
livejournal or blogspot?

i want to shift to somewhere where i can stay away from one particular scary stalker which i think he/she does stalk me.

so change or don't?

i feel sick and scared.
holy god pleas be on my side..

A married couple in their early 60s was celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant. Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table.

She said,'For being such an exemplary married couple and for being loving to each other for all this time, I will grant you each a wish.'

The wife answered, 'Oh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband.' The fairy waved her magic wand and - poof! - two tickets for the Queen Mary II appeared in her hands.

The husband thought for a moment: 'Well , this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this will never come again. I'm sorry my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me.'

The wife, and the fairy, were deeply disappointed, but a wish is a wish.

So the fairy waved her magic wand and poof!...the husband became 92 years old.

The moral of this story: Men who are ungrateful should remember fairies are female......

on a different story, i realised i've become more problematic and naive.. things might turn bad.. im kinda scared to be someone that im not.


WEDNESDAY was ladies nite at zouk. AWESOMENESS! GUYS SURROUNDING MY PRETTY BABES. PAC LIKE SARDINE. SOGGY LEGS AFTER 4AM. headed home and slept for 2 hours for the arrival of thursday.

THURSDAY was special. it was the return of darling boy! spent the day with him (: afterwhich for dinner, we went to meet his sec skool frens. FAREWELL BBQ PARTY FOR DAIYAN!

FRIDAY was a great day! met up with darling to watch MARLEY & ME. a dog-lover movie. so if you're a dog-lover, GO WATCH! but remember to bring tissues cos i think you guys will cry like quite bad. afterwhich, head to town to meet gfs den to dempsey for drinking till late. some of us got kinda tipsy but we still headed to kopitiam under my blk for supper. and HOME SWEET HOME!

SATURDAY, darling boy came over to my house and slack all the way till 6pm when we left to his army's fren bday party. and guess wad! i saw my pri 6 tution crush la! i freaking swear i did tell myself before that in future if i can i would wan to look for him. AND AT THE PARTY I FREAKING SAW HIM LA! i saw him but i didnt say hi to him. neither did he. guess he cant recognise me. it's scary yet the feeling was kinda happy. (sorry dada =P)

anyway to sum things up, this week was A OKIE! next week im gonna start work! wan date me? after 12pm im free!

visusals as usual, in facebook.