Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

in the end never got to catch the moies with darling and all ):

anyways, it the EVE OF NEW YEAR! 2009 lei !!!!!!!!!!!!!

every year, many things happen, be it good or bad, be it you love it or hate it. you learn from it or you avoid it or you regret it. some lost their loved ones, some get their new loves. so many wars are goin on now. economic crisis might burst out if the americans aren't still helping enough. seems like it's really coming to world's end like some unknow man predicted that there would be world disater in the coming 20**. (i forgot exactly which year)

but no matter how shitty life could be, we still got to move on. SO WE GOTTA MOVE ON TO 2009! we bring with us the good memories and the good achivements we have all strived. as for all the bad memories and bad failures, we'll leave them with 2008. too much burden to bring them with us over to 2009.

many of you have made your new year resolution. i made none cause i know im a sickening ass who jus list it but do nothing to achieve them. but as for all those of you out there who made it and are determined to get them, i wish you GOOD LUCK AND WORK HARD!

FAMILY, i doubt that they would read this, but i still wanna say, things have got better with my father. the many quarrels and heart to heart tok has brought both of us closer. and i hope this would stay on. as for mama, she still slogging her ass for the unreasonable lady boss to pay for the education brother and i are having now. so as soon as i grad, i will have her to get out of tat shit ass job! as for brother, i really hope he will be more mature in handling his personal problems and know what is right to do and what is wrong. and also, hope he could pass with flying colours for his degree and work well with his current job!


GROUPIE, im happy we're still goin on after o's till right now, we're entering to 2009! im happy that i've got you guys. the every gatherings were jus awesome fun. we always talk about attending each other's wedding in time to come. sometimes we did also talk about setting up business and all of us will work according to the courses we are studying now. so damn cool to have all this dreams and fun. no matter what will become in the future years to come, i really wish that all of us could fulfil at least the one little dream and that is we'll always have 2 tables for every wedding of ours!


SMIT, i've learnt alot thru this club. from the day i step into poly life, this place has brought me to alot of friends. it made my life in poly more happening. some of us went thru hell together for camps, some of us supported each other being in the MC while others jus kinda ignored us. all in all, everyone has made me a stronger though still whiney person. i have no regrets knowing any of you, even for those who choose not to talk to me anymore. anyway, i guess right now, things have changed. none for the better actually. my wish is everyone could do somethings to keep this place going, kinda impossible though.


baba, grace & joycelyn, you babes have got my first year going great but sadly we got separated in year 2. BUT, LUNCH BREAK STILL KEEP US TOGETHER ONCE IN AWHILE (: let us all work hard for year 3 okie! LOVES!


DARLING, we've been together for 19 months already! we've been thru some shit, some heartbreaks, good memories, laughters, and many other stuffs that lovers go thru. really thank you for supporting me thru everything and bearing the nonsense and complaints. hehehe... my wish, this whole thing will keep going until we become ah gong and ah ma and die. and one thing for you to remember, you're the best i ever have (:


lastly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
i caught AUSTRALIA with darling jus yesterday.
VERY VERY NICE MOVIE.
another love story i suppose.
it makes u tear. GO AND WATCH.

tmw going to catch BEDTIME STORIES and TWLIGHT with darling and his big group of army men. hope it's gonna make my 2nd day of skool better.

today really sucks.
undescrible (how the hell u spell it) feeling today.
hate the skool alot today. hate some peeps alot today.
don't feel like going back to skool anymore today.
feel like quitting skool today.

today is monday blue rite?

oh yes, robert sucks to the extreme. go figure.
I LAZY TO BLOG LEI....
AND TMW SKOOL STARTS LIAO LEI.........


apparently i kept telling him i want a headphone due to some small silly reason. (I HAVE NO INTENTION TO HINT HIM TO BUY IT FOR ME, SERIOUSLY!) then he bought it for me as christmas prizzy! but then, i got nothing for him. sorry dada.... maybe if can, i'll get you a new year prizzy! hehehe...

anyways, weekend was spent with darling, of course and his secondary schoolmates! VERY VERY FUN AND LAUGH-ABLE NITE THAT I ENJOYED VERY MUCH. *pics are loaded up in facebook!* another meetup will be on christmas nite i guess. looking forward!!

oh and on thurs, i went for darling's army social nite. get to see his army mates and all. they had activites which were kinda funny when they do forefits. i brought camera, but i didn't take much pictures.. only these few below.



right now it's the christmas week! im on selfish mode cause i didn't get anyone any prizzies.. sorry dudes and babes! but really wanna wish A HAPPY MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO YOU ALL! will come back here and wish you all happy new year again.

before i go, i'll be holding a disco party for my club on the 26th dec at SPORE POLY DANCE @ MOBERLY, adm fee $4. SMS ME OR MSN ME TO GET TICKETS! THANK YOU!


ps: loaded pics of the past few days in facebook/friendster.
damn lazy to load here once again. so check them there if interested (:

i feel awful. i feel sucky.
this week has really been tough and alot has been coming to me. simply just breaking down now, here.

guess it's real that when you're in your most down moments, your family are the only ones who will stand by you. and surpisingly, my dad has been the one who stood by me to listen my complains and guide me thru all these assholes. and fetching me home thru the late nites after projects.

yes, dad loves me and i love him too.
some of you should just awfully disappear from this world.

im jealous when couples have each other by their side.

for me, i do have a boyfriend. but business got us busy.
when im free, darling's free with his affair; the army.
when he is free, im busy with mine; assignments.

after my mates told me, i realised it's true.
during school term, others study like siao, we can slack alittle more. during vacations, others slack like siao, we chiong projects like siao.

THIS WORLD IS JUST UNFAIR YOU SEE!

i really can't imagine how am i going to survive if i can't see him next weekend again.
i didnt get to see him this week.

oh wells, on the birghter side, i enjoy a damn great night on friday at zouk. it's a stress relief day after chiong-ing projects for days which have not completed yet. pictures to be updated soon when im free! maybe like 1-2 weeks later ?

im starting to enjoy the dancefloor. reason being: i really feel freedom in it. i feel light and good. you there, me aint no meaning of grinding. i meant just purely dancing to the beat.
I LOVE THE BASE and the dancefloor.

alrite, off to bedy with cooling weather. it's gonna be another long day's of chiong-ing project.
take care peeps out there and esp darling boy ):
i miss you, yes i do.


what i've predicted have come true
KNNBCCBFU
im gonna complain about darling going for field camp again.
but i guess you guys are kana sick of it already.
BUT I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT ):

next weekend i might not be able to meet him due to projects.

but just lucky enough, i had him over the weekends.
saturday night was celebrating farewell for our mr gohjialong who's entering the army in a few days. JIA YOU IN THERE AH MR GOH! drusi will love you. you're gonna be THE MAN SOON (: and botak again. haha! we'll all miss you for sure. and if you do miss us, see the pictures okie!

anyways after dinner, some of us went home but majority of us went to indochina for drinking! i would say dinner time was more fun than drinking time though it was still a fun wan. dinner was ultra funny as we surprised both jialong and alvin. (i lazy to explain too) AND ALVIN, BEFORE U WAN SABO PEOPLE, THINK IF YOU'LL BE THE VICTIM IN THE END NOT. HAHA!

and after drinking, stayed over at darling's place till next day evening that i went to my aunt's place for dinner and home. on HARI RAYA, had awfully good dimsum with my family and darling!

so yet again another simplicity of life (:

and back onto today... i went to school for my first driving lesson! i was brought onto a more busy road than my normal practice with dad at home but i made it. IM HAPPY! afterall, dad's many scoldings in the past do train me alot better. (:

to end off,
im broke and
i already miss darling whom i might not be able to see on the coming weekend ):
yet another random post.

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so last nite i slept at 4am. WHY?
to watch PARIS HILTON NEW BFF show.
seriously the more i watch, the more curious i get.
WHY DO PEOPLE DIE TO BE PARIS BFF HUH?
to gain their own publicity or they are really die hard fans of hers?
like seriously WTF, WHY FOR PARIS?
go watch and understand what im trying to say.
if you're a fan of her, IM SORRY THAT I CRITICISE YOUR DEARLY IDOL, but i really hate her. she's tall and walks like a crook. but i have to admit she has great figure (excluding her small boobs)

alrite and then, yes i did went shopping alone today. and spent money =P BUT ITS FOR NEW YEAR (an excuse but a good one though. heheheh) bought 3 tops and a pair of shoes from cotton on. and just did a transfer for a dress online. darn, i feel pain. my money has not come in yet i spend already. ):

den i skipped lesson. cause i went back to sleep and offing the alarm. ahah! afterall, i have not skipped once i think, I THINK LA. so this time round of skipping it ALRITE. ehhehhe!

oh and i have not been on the road for 2 whole weeks. and just today i just got back from driving. so far still so good la.

AND I REALISED I HAVE NO HOLIDAYS AT ALL. SERIOUSLY DAMN STRESS OVER THE HOLIDAYS. ALOT OF GROUP ASSIGNMENT MEET UPS AND ACTIVITIES GOIN ON. WHY DO THEY CALL IT HOLIDAYS WHEN IT IS NOT HOLIDAYS AT ALL AH ?

i sound v whiny today.

dada............... ):
random post.

PCD album, doll domination is not bad.

THERE IS SUCH THING AS EYEBALL TATTOO,

YES YOU TATTOO ON/IN YOUR EYEBALL.

FREAKOS WHO CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA.

don't know to skip lesson tmw.

don't know to go shopping alone not.

don't know to go to sleep now not.

don't know if i have special powers

so i can teleport to be right beside love

I MISS YOU!
HOME THE WHOLE DAY.
SIMS THE WHOLE DAY.
SLACK THE WHOLE DAY.
DAMN SIAN THE WHOLE DAY.

I MISS DARLING EVERYDAY ):
stayovers,
renting dvds to watch till late night,
sleeping side by side,
waking side by side with kisses planted on,
and smelling each other's bad breath.

these are just simplistic of life that i wish to have everyday (:

dada! another weekend i enjoyed v much CAUSE YOU HAVE NO GAME TO PLAY AND CAN ACCOMPANY ME! hehehehehehe! but i think next week different liao. CAUSE YOU JUST GOT A NEW GAME! haha!

and then, i wanna bring myself back to fri where we all seriously had great fun at MINDS CAFE playing the hand games and doing dares! REALLY REALLY HAPPY THAT DAY. laugh until my head got really pain and some ladies having sorethroats, even the day after!



one thing before i end, i really am shameful to be a singaporean having to see singaporeans being EXTREMELY KIASU. WHEN I SAY EXTREMEMLY, IT MEANS REALLY UGLY AND AWFULLY KIASU. CANNOT STAND THOSE AUNTIES FIGHTING FOR FREE THINGS LA!

ALAMAK!!

and oh yes... skool sucks. i have no more lessons already, meaning im kinda on holiday already. but i still have to go back for a week then i can be OFFCIALLY on holiday. STUPID RIGHT?