Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

being alone and having da freedom is all i ask for. am i asking too much ? am i being selfish ? yet i needed sumone to be there for me and tats reali too much. i need sumone to care and be there for me. i need a listening ear, but i have not found any tat i can rely on. yes, i have family but they aint on da same track as me. yes, i have frens but they would say im too sensitive. maybe i have a few who can listen but they cant give me any advices! yes, i have others, but they are my problems tat i need them to be solved !

life is sweet, yes i agree but how sweet can it be ? there is so much things i want to do but its hard for one to understand. it could be hurtful and i might lose it. when i give my piece of mind, i would lose it. and if i hold it, it wun progress. i dun wish to hurt or lose tat sth or sumone. but it jus happens always.

i have no idea wads up on my mind. but i do hope if sumone wishes to speak up, pls do before its too late. once missed its foreva.

i have to admit im a dreamer. but im scared if da dream comes true. wad have happened in da past have left a great impact. and im losing every confidence so i hope one could understand when tat one day comes. IM TIRED. VERY VERY TIRED. i reali reali reali need a LOOOOOONNNGG break and i reali hope one can understand. im a ironic person