yet as stubborn as your split ends.
Sunday, February 25, 2007, 1:11 AM
im losing tracks of my every buddies. drusilla melissa siying jialong ang farah peiwen and many more ... i seriously don't know how are you guys doing. no updates from you people and don't know what you guys have been doing. even if you guys don't miss me, I MISS YOU GUYS! and one more thing, when we do meet on the coming WED, pls do mind me if i start to feel a little out of the group cause i really really haven't been out with you guys for long though chalet just ended not long ago.
anyways, days of chinese new year have passed. had many red packets but the occasions were not as fun as before. just kind of feel everything is changing bit by bit. its part of growing up but i just don't like it. i prefer to be a kid! its better to know nothing than to know something.
as for work, i've been meeting loads of funny people. you have the fierce one, the kind ones, the cute ones, the funny ones, the unreasonable ones, etc. you name them, i've met them and i seriously don't like the fierce and unreasonable ones! i can't find any words to describe them. totally atrocious! been working and working and working, it's time for me to think to stop working or to work lesser or to find another job.
im going to work with a very down feeling for the past few days or i should say weeks. it really kills and pull your feelings way down when you think that going to work you have to see someone that you wish you had not have known him/her. furthermore, that him/her is always doing things that him/her know that you don't like it, yet he/she still does it. with all these feelings and thoughts, i wish to stop working and find another job. but is it worth it for just that one person? on the other hand, i don't really wish to leave cause there are really great bunch of people there and they are very nice and fun people.
to that him/her, im really stupid to have landed onto your well plotted plans. you have succeded and im stuck. you're just another good player. since, you're taking as if nothing has happened, im going to do the same. BUT I'LL BE CURSING AND SWEARING REAL BIG TIME BEHIND YOU. count me unlucky to be able to know you and lucky for you to be able to know me yea? if you happen to be reading this, let me tell you, you're just another bitch/bastard that i had met. get a life out there and be a better person. you're totally digusting. nevertheless i was a giving party too. so i'll not hate you, i'll just not like you.
bye (: