Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

first and fore most.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN CHAN !
MAY YOU CARRY MORE BALLS!
HAHAHAHHA!

ooo well, working working and working is all i do for this vacation.
everyone's busy with their semestral exams.

MISS GIRLFRIENDS AND GROUPIE!

anyways, im very very very free at work especially on mons, tues and weds. very little customers entering. and so, i had alot of free time to think and think and think.

first, im still very sad over my semester 1 work. one of my assignments was a school base work, on the other hand, it is also sent for competition. sadly, i wasn't choosen. and now, im waiting for school to start and check out what am i graded for. i don't want another C cos i've already got 2 Cs...... :(

second, everything in the past is coming back to my mind. people asked if i regreted of what had happened, i always say no. but actually fact, i do regret. i said no it's because what happened had happened, i can't change anything.

TO GIRLS WHOSE BOYFRIENDS I HAD A THING FOR BEFORE:
i don't know what your guy had told you about what happened between us before. it could be true, it could be something he made up. BUT all in all, i just hope it wouldn't be something to cause a bad impression of me. i did no wrong in any ways, so i hope there isn't any embarrassment or coldness when we see each other. i just feel very uncomfortable when i see those stares from you. neither do i hope there's any hatred on me.

thirdly, im really really really getting very spendthrift. my bank consisted of 3 digit amount has 2 digit amount of money left. have yet to get my last month's pay though. but even so, i have to fork out $$ for my own furnitures in my new room. it's really tough cos it's a huge sum of money you know. both dad and mum are slogging hard at work too. and i feel bad.

fourth, im having a huge problem in mixing with new people in poly. it's a very very huge problem. i needa do something to get rid of that fear and shyness. anyone can help? furthermore, im appointed by my club to join this huge event in school and it consist of everyone around the school. so tell me, how am i going to "open" myself to new people man!?

lastly, (though i know you wouldn't get the chance to read this but i just wanna pen down my thoughts) if only, IF ONLY, you could be more sensitive to the people around you, everything will be great. you know what i mean? and im the sort who goes around the bush, so can you try to get the clue whenever im trying to hint you? sorry, but im not a straight forward person.