Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

i thought i was noble.
i thought i could do without what other's have got. but i needed it alot.
i thought i could survive through without having/getting what i want/needed. but i wanted it alot.

i hope for, but i don't get it.
i need it, but i don't get it.
i wished, but i don't get it

later then i realised, i wasn't noble at all. i was trying to be noble.
others told me about their opinions which weren't very nice to my ears.
i choose to ignore and choose to think it on the birght side and hope for the better.

now, the days ahead are gonna be a challenge for me.
i hope i could survive through and stay on.
im too afraid to lose it cause i guess, i guess im too much in love in it.

if i was ever to ask for a wish, guess what it would be?
it would be that i hope that i could be a guy and get the type of attention from a man to his brotherhood.

damn.