yet as stubborn as your split ends.
Thursday, December 13, 2007, 12:21 AM
i haven't been me these days.
im on blur mode lately.
even the tiniest thing i can also forget to do.
as for today, i've done a mistake.
the always-i-thought-so sickness work up again. I THOUGHT my test is gonna be tomorrow. so i decided to study TODAY, which would be right now. to hell with my i-thought-so sickness, my test WAS ACTUALLY TODAY! worst, i skipped school today but lucky i went back in the noon for my gems meeting. if i had not gone back, i would not have known that there's test today. and so to hell, i had only 2 hours to study a rather thick notes. its wasn't enough, so i just enter the room and bomb in whatever answer i can bomb the paper with. it was a test that consists 30% of my module. seems little but means alot to me due to poor grades in past sem. ):
have no idea what's up with me nowadays.
auto-pilot mode?
or no-effort-done mode?
regretfully (what a word i've created! or is there such word? haha), i have a confession to make. if i could turn back time, i would have saved that relationship. i've just become a bitch, havent i?
is it really all about giving and expect nothing in return?
bye (:
