Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

no updates lately cause im living in a shitty life at the moment.

assignments assignments and more assignments!
i hate hate hate hate drawing cause i can't draw for shit!
i hate creating stories cause i can't think for shit!
everything's just shitty when you have more hardworking people around you.
that's what i meant by im living in a shitty life.

lately im sorry if i hurt anyone cause i really don't mean to.
if you think it realistic-ly, you would have done so too.
im sorry, that's shitty life.

im turning 18 in like a few days time and i aint no looking forward to it.
im like entering a life whereby i'll be all on my own.
mummy and daddy and gorgor wouldn't always be there for me no more.
im losing the other half i got too although the other half is still around for me.
everything just seems to be losing as you grow older.
the harsh reality, you call it.

sometimes when you advice people, it just seems to be easy-peasy but when the situtation actually happens on yourself and you try to apply the advice you gave others onto yourself. the outcome? it wouldn't work. hence, you have the pharse, "easier said than done".

apart for all the rantings, i watched the movie "FORREST GUMP".
it's very very very meaningful and touching.
it's kind of a ironical movie to me as it is kind of not realistic yet it is.
YOU REALLY HAVE TO WATCH IT SO AS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY. YES, IM ASKING YOU TO WATCH! IM TEMPTING YOU TO WATCH!
cause if you don't watch, your life would be at misery. I CAN SWEAR FOR THAT!

life's like chocolate, you'll never know what you're gonna get.
i just hope we could be like peas & carrots without you saying you'll leave me.