Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

i don't know if it's becos im having my period or what, but im feeling very tensed and i feel like blowing up! very very uncomfortable feeling here and there. i really need dada, so i can whine and complain ): TWO MORE DAYS TILL HE GETS BACK. i don't know how can i adapt when he gets into army, which is in SEVENTEEN more days. i have him for like 2weeks & 3days or lesser if i exclude those days when we can't meet ): tell me how? things wouldn't be that bad right? i hope so..

right now, what's adding on to my frustration is my 3D assignment. i'm super demoralised especially seeing my other classmates' works. theirs are like hell god damn good work whereas mine is like NOOB. yes, the word is NOOB. at that moment when i see their work, i thought to myself, am i in the right course or am i not putting the fucking effort to get to that standard? im giving myself too much excuses that i'm way too lazy now. KELLYN DIE LA ):

to make this post more positive, i got a B for my another 3D assignment which i thought i would got worst. i felt better, but yet again, kinda easily contented which is no good.

and yes, i wanna intro my new webcam fren called PEARLYN CHUA. she was a damn loser when she first used the webcamy but later on, things got on good and now i guess she is a professional already. HAHAH! i prasied you lei PEILING =P don't forget my torch ah. HAHAHHA!

when you're a young child, you wish to grow up quickly.
when you're an adult already, you wish to turn back time.
life's all about going back and forth,
reminiscing the past and moving towards the future.
but i would prefer staying in the past where life's all good.
how about you?

the meaning of the following phrase could already have lost its meaning,
but i still wanna tell you girls, i miss you all.