Hello & welcome (:
Goodbye if it's not fun.

until today, they still object. i feel the pressure, i feel the guilt and i feel like crying more. tell me what's love, what's all about love that i could have missed out understanding it like the "experienced adults" know of.

is it something that you won't care what others say, even if what they say might be true? is it something that what adults always say that we youngsters don't know what's love? (but hello? im kinda in the young adult age already, aint it?) is it something that you shouldn't be blind in it whereby there's a pharse called love is blind? is it something that you cherish you have each other now and the future will be done later? is it something that will last long?

i know they love me and couldn't bear to have me getting hurt in any relationship. but just sometimes they are being just too tight.
when can they start to accept?
and darling, can you be confident to win them over?
im sorry darling...

all this feelings are really stressful. i really don't know what is the real meaning of love you know. i guess love has no meaning but only has meaning when you create your own meaning.

and yea, im going for blood test tmw, wish me well. thanks